there comes a time when you should take that call
when change in inevitable,
when change is all that there is to save you.
the only question is, can i do it?
leave behind a world so comfortable,
and journey to a whole other place
the burden of questions are ringing in my mind
i honestly dont think i'm prepared.
but i dont want that to be the reason why i'm holding back

i'm standing at a cross road. a junction, if you will.
on the left, i know that even though the road will take me on a journey of pain
there will be healing and time heals all wounds.
only problem is, i don't know how much time i have to endure before it heals me.
so i turn to face the right,
on this stretch on road, i know that it'll always be filled with love
but is it worth it to sacrifice everything else just for that?
judgmental eyes, idiotic thoughts and being shunned ?
why do you always say that you should never judge a book by its cover,
but yet, with all that you're doing, those words are just simply hypocritical.
can't you just practice what you preach?
what do you do when you stand at a cross road with a broken heart,
knowing that choosing either road will have yourself bruised and battered,
someone, anyone, tell me the choice i should make.

tell me that ultimately, whatever choice that i should make,
the road i take, i should walk without looking back with regrets
that's the road i should take.
that's the road, everyone would tell me to take.
now the only problem is,
that road doesn't even exist.

do you remember when we'd be up all night, talking till the morning light.
i like the way it used to be, those simple days, just you and me

memories jotted down at
11:34 PM